Update:

I started bleeding tonight. It's just spotting but I know what that means. I guess no blood work tomorrow. Just sweats and hoho's!!!!!!

Why can't this be easy?

So I’m at a total loss. I am 13dpo and still have been getting negative pregnancy tests. I have done some research and some people don’t get a positive one until like 18 dpo so I guess it could still happen. AF should have been here today and all I have noticed was light cramping. However that can be a sign of pregnancy too. I have been moody emotional hormonal had the nose of a blood hound you name it and I have had it all other then morning sickness. I just have this feeling in my hear that I am pregnant and there for I am going to have my blood drawn tomorrow to find out what is really going on. I just don’t get it. Why can’t it be easy? I guess I will just have to wait and see. If this round doesn’t work out idk if I can take it much longer. Idk if this round was just a fluke or if maybe my body is going to try and work with me now. Well I guess I will just have to keep you up to date.

It might have happened!!!

So we took a trip to Idaho this past 2 weeks. It was great seeing my family who I only get to see once or twice a year. I was very sad when we came home but like all good things they must come to an end. The best thing we got to do when I was there was that we got to go to the Boise Temple because they were having an open house before they rededicated it after its restoration. I have never been so filled with the sprit before in my life. 

Anyway I also think that I may have ovulated while we were up there. We made sure to take full caution and make sure we could catch our egg if we needed too. All I know is that I had fertile cm and then I had really bad cramping and then on Monday in the car and a real bad painful pinch and then it was like all of my pain was over. I’m pretty sure that was our ovulation! I am so excited! I will be testing on the 26th! To any of my family who follow this I am sorry if you put it together and figure out what we did in your house I am truly sorry but if you understand how we want to grow our family then we had no other choice.

Moving on but moving back.

We had given up hope on ever getting pregnant. I had decided that I was just going to wait until we hit our 3-year wedding mark and then start trying to adopt. Well my friend talked me into try clomid again. We did 150mg cd 3-7 w/ an u/s check on cd 15. The u/s showed nothing. So the doctor had me do 150mg cd 18-22 and here I am 3 or 4 days past my last pill and still nothing. We again said okay we are moving on after this round but my doctor said wait lets try femara. So I guess if this round doesn’t work we will be doing a round of femara and if that doesn’t work we are going to be refered to a specialist for a proceduar called ovarian drilling. It is a more long term fix. This roller coaster ride has just been extended. Yay for use lol. Anyway wish us luck!